Saturday, August 13, 2005
9:18 PM

Hey hey! I changed blog ( haha, again)
Direct yourself to http://www.rodeocross.blogspot.com
Monday, August 08, 2005
11:12 PM

Happy Day.

Sarah got eliminated. America's Next Top Model is so much more entertaining than Manhunt. The guys look gross. LOL. Rebecca collapsed suddenly?! Shocking. I like Naidma.

NDP today. I didn't see Celeste throw the thing la! >=( I only saw her dropping from higher height. Oh well. No one from any contingent fell! Three cheers for them eh. The weather was cooling ;) We panicked for them when it rained. Something super funny happened! Cause we were facing windows. Conversation between us.

Suann : (Looks towards reflection) Eh, the uncle's sweeping the water.
Candice : (Looks towards REAL IMAGE)

She realised after that and we burst out laughing. Why do i have such a retarded friend? Colours presentation after that. I almost laughed on stage! Partly because of Marisse and Suann. I was looking at Marisse and she just doesn't want to look at me la! She looked damn blur and kept staring AT THE FLOOR AND NOT ME! Pfffffft!

Oh, there was this full body check before school. Mrs Tng didn't want to accept my dirty shoes :( So i had to borrow. Luckily, Germaine's shoe size was almost mine! Thank you Wei Lin and Germaine! =D After everything ended, met Alicia, Lizard and the rest on ground floor ( i still had the shoes on, mind you. Was supposed to return!) Waited for Marisse, Jenny. They came then Wei Lin came running to me shouting, SHOES! SHOES! I then realised -_-

I started screaming, they left without me. I didn't inform them anyway. Lol. Met Eve at canteen, waled out with her. So cute. She didn't bring anything to change so she had to wear her band uniform home. So unique x) On the way out, saw the pretty one. AH, MELTS. LOL! Stop teasing me :(

Saw Annabella & Calista on the bus, and thickskin-ly joined them for their outing. Haha. Went to Far East. No PL Lites? Impossible. I'm damn tired. Don't wish to elaborate further. Tee hee.

I skipped tuition.
I can't wait for Thursday.
My rashes are out.
I get to sleep in aircon tonight!
Sunday, August 07, 2005
8:29 PM

Charlie And The Chocolate Factory

Watched it with Bro :) He's irritating, cause he said it was boring. It isn't! Guys guys. The factory's magnificent. Everything that can be found inside there can be eaten. Cool baby. Bought danglings. Haha. 3 for 10 bucks. PS is quite boring now :(

I am going to change blog soon. Only the name. But i'll not be posting the name up. Lol. So catch me if you can ;) As for now, i have a hard time thinking of the shit name.

School tomorrow. I want to see Celeste throw the thing! Oh and every year, i'd play this sadistic game with the players - Guessing which contingent would fall first. LOL. I KNOW IT'S MEAN. After that, i would be going home straight (?!) I don't want! Early can or not. I don't want to join the peeps for Sentosa either.

What is wrong with me?

Brother was damn retarded. He opened this Hershey's Dark Choc bar. Slotted in his very own Golden Ticket, he used yellow highlighter as the colour, closed it up nicely. And then he passed it to me -_- Retard.

Week after next, i have three tests. History, Geog, Lit. Geog, Lit on the same day, please pray hard for the souls of 2B2. But you can exclude some, and pray harder for the rest, HAHA KIDDING.

Oh, Festival Of Praise! Almost forgot about it. T'was great! Delirious & Hillsongs =D I lay my life down at your feet, cause you're the only one i need. I turn to you and you are always there ...... ONE WAY! (dang dang dang) JESUS! :D OH, YEAH YEAH YEAH! Hahaha. That song that made my row go madly mad. So i caught almost all the top christian bands already. Sonic Flood, PLANETSHAKERS, Hillsongs, Delirious. Wheeehooo. Synergiz is still the extreme.

I am happy as well as sad. Contradiction? I don't think so. It's just the weightage.

I want to tell you straight in the face that it hurts damn bad when you say those things to me. But the consequence will be like, i'd end up hurting you instead. That doesn't rock. I know you want to be honest with your words and what you say, that's good. But there's a limit to being honest too. It does hurt. And especially right afetr you've hurt me, you can actually come up with a message saying, "Are you okay? You look sad." Please, it's obvious to why i am sad. I know me & her are not cut out for besties, that's why i don't call her as my bestie anymore. SO WHY DO YOU HAVE TO GO ADD SALT IN MY WOUND. Do you know how hard i've been trying to get into her life again. So hard till i broke down during cell. You two can go be best friends alright. With her telling you everything, and you telling her everything. When i ask what happened to either one of you, the answer would be " I am okay. " Come on, so truthful when it comes to breaking my heart and lying through your teeth when i am trying to help. (?!?!) What's this? I can't be close to anyone anymore. No best friends anymore. I'd rather have many good friends than just one best friend. You asked that day "Do you realise that smtg's wrong with me the past few days?" or smtg around that line. Why should i even go and notice?! Your past attitude and answers already puts me off. I do care if you realise. We hardly talk in school now. I don't want to get hurt anymore. Whenever i forgive you, you'd take the chance and come and bang me down again. It's happened a lot of times already. I have feelings, i am human, just the way you are. Can't you just be more sensitive? I know after i post this, not just one will be angry. Leave me alone if it pleases you all. It's just that, i've come to a point where i can't take the things you've shoved me with, and i'm not as strong as last time, not anymore. You have to start all over again to let me regain the trust i had in you previously. Three more months is all we have. It's not a long time but at least, it's sufficient.

It's hard loving you, with all the feelings and emotions mized together. Why weren't things made simpler?
Sunday, July 31, 2005
11:33 PM

I have so much to blog about. Like the rest, i won't be blogging often anymore. Eight weeks to End Of Years. How am i going to remember all those stuff? Geog, Hist, Science are practically the killers. Give us the topics soon and you'll be helping us already.

Anyway, went for the finals of School Of Rock today :D Great, superb, marvellous, fantastic, wonderful i tell you! I like Scarlet Sally Smiles' girl lead vocalist. Voice damn strong. Didn't stay for the whole thing though. Missed Zero Infinity and Dathamonga. All the names so cool can or not. I really want Audio Break'Out to win. 3dash1 were great too. Oh, and there was a trumpeter from this group, think it's Sunset Boulevard. Damn cool right, right!

Roamed Junction 8. Bro bought this pants and belt. People were going mad at the Fox sale. I got stepped twice, i stepped on this girl's feet. Heh. The designs were nice but Bro had to rush home :( Today's the last day of sale btw. Bro bought a bag for me. Hoho.

My feet were aching like hell. I was wearing heels :O I was in a skirt too.

Sonic Fest was damn good! If only Planetshakers sang more of their songs. Jump jump jump. Swing swing swing. Scream scream scream. I bought a Sonic Edge tshirt between the interval. Then it was Sonic Flood. They had this song, Dancing Lord or somewhere around that line. Jumped almost throughout the song please! So high. I enjoyed myself totally along side with Special, Fiance, Act cute and Melo :):)

Next up, Festival Of Praise by Hillsongs!

Oh, i failed my Chemistry test, 4. I shouldn't have liquid-ed off my correct answer. That's dumb. The limewater test too. No brainer. I passed Geog surprisingly. Shan Wee here i come. There's Maths and English this week. Then a week of rest! Soon it'll be Cyberweek. Then the one week holidays, then EXAMINATIONS. Go, be scared.

I can't wait for my new phone. I want time to pass damn fast. So soon, exams will be over, i'll get my new phone :D I can't wait for everything to be over. I'll be revamping my room in November. Green & purple. Aircon ( i've been living without it for the past 14 years), new bed, new furniture. Then in December, it'll be my birthday. Hahaha.

I'm thinking way too ahead. Slap me, it's still the first day of August :(
Thursday, July 21, 2005
8:13 PM

Firstly, thanks Emeline for changing my blogskin for me. I'm a sucker for that and i better learn.

This whole week's damn enjoyable! Geography test was a total goner, if i don't fail, I WILL LISTEN TO SHAN WEE EVERYDAY. Hahaha, i don't like him. Mark my word, man. And because of him, i only listen to Red Hot Radio and Class 95. The song mix on Perfect Ten is just so weird >:(

There's History Test tomorrow, i haven't studied a thing. BUT I HAVE A FEELING I'LL DO WELL. LOL. Term One, i did well for History, did badly for Geog. Term Two it was Geog that did well, History sucked. When can i ever do well for both!

Racial Harmony on Monday was good :) I wasn't wearing guy's clothes okay, it's a WOMAN'S TOP AND PANTS! Only that it was XL, and that was the only size left. Everyone looked so pretty and handsome. Sherrie was wooooooo. Goodness, she looked like she was going for a ball. I wore Ms Hazelin's necklace. I should have worn heels ;) Went for training too. I think my injury on my knee helps me to better my timing. Cause it slows me down and my timing's not as rush as last time. My wound worsened when i got back. It was still one fun time with them after so long! Everyone changed into their slip ons after training. Rachel claimed my slip ons' white straps looked like bandages.

Tuesday ; Had the horrific Geog test. But i went mad with Julia, Meiyang and Maryanne in the library. THEY ARE SO IRRITATING. THEY WERE DOING ART AND I WAS THE ONLY ONE DOING THE STUPID LIBRARY PROJECT! Give me some justice! Bullies. You all are like Chnay. Hahaha. Applying Lit into my daily life, that's cool. Home with Maryanne, splurged on Edo Sushi and stationeries. Home, ate sushi. slept till 8pm. Did chinese homework until super late, it was so productive i felt damn proud of myself.
HAPPY FANTABULOUS FOURTEEN, NERIZZA THE BULLSHIT BUDDY!

Wednesday was the terror day that made every single soul from Sec 2-3 go mad. The friday weekly shit! Oh my goodness i tell you. I shouldn't even have wasted my time on linking them together. Chinese for 4 hours is hell. Mum was really frustrated with me. She was very close to slapping me. I was also very close to slapping her. Shan't elaborate, ask me directly if you wanna know. Music was fun, we finished on time! Looked at RHD photos from Emeline's blog, were late for English. Got stopped by Ms Hazelin at the staircase. WELL, AT LEAST MY MATES AND I WERE THE EARLIEST OF THE LATEST! =D
HAPPY TWENTIETH BIG OLE BROTHER!

Thursdayyy which is todayyyy. Nothing much happened, Physics was fun. Physics rules! That's what Ms Kang say every lesson -_- We completed 5-6 worksheets in two periods. Whoa. But not as fast as the speed of light that travels 300000000 metres per second. Incident ray and Accident ray, got me laughing la! I will never sleep during her lesson. Got back Physics test, 12/20. Not what i wanted nor expected. I gave away 6 marks. How stupid can i be. Could have gotten my A1 easily :( Ms Kang was freaking lame by saying out the marks the person got instead of her register number. Hope Chemistry will get at least a pass!

Had Maths remedial after school. Before that, went to pass Alicia Tan Pei Xuan Strepsils. She rejected them, how ungrateful! Herh, you don't want, a lot of people want okay! Maths remedial went fine, sat in for training after that, cause i feel really bad for missing so many trainings! I HAVE MISSED 13 PRACTICES OUT OF 40. That's like omg. Four is knee injury, Four is trip to Perth, Two is fever. Three i think i ponned =/ For tests and homework la. I'm sucha bad kid. My attendance suck this year. I better go for trainings now on even when i'm sick. Sec ones attendance is FULL. They have NEVER missed any training! Omgomg. What kind of senior am i! Ugh.

Watched Teacher's Day Auditions. Had the privilege! So we know all the items already. Heh heh. Was entertaining, something really caught our eyes. Disgusting disgusting. On the way out of school, i met Eileen & Waiyin. Walked out with them. At the bus stop, saw the band girls. Maryanne and Eve :DD Maryanne screamed upon seeing me, the excited scream. Bussed home. Lent my phone to this girl, some band person, she insisted on paying me 10 cents! We made a lot of noise in the bus. Saw Sherrie in her mum's car! We all waved like crazy.

Roamed Heartland, wasted money on Eight Days. The shop at the bus stop doesn't sell New Paper on weekdays! :( Nvm, 7 eleven from now on then.

History for now!

>> Nerizza, i hope you'll read this, i am really sorry i can't make it for your celebration. I have this compulsory NYAA thing at my old kindergarten. After that i have Maths tuition which i can't change the time. Sorry a million times, i'll get you something. Cross my heart.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
12:03 AM

Good morning. Its 0003am & i'm currently mugging my ass off my doing Chinese. Called Emeline just now and i had a really nice conversation with her cos she kept making me laugh. She's one lucky ass cos she's not going to school tomorrow. I'm in awe at her Cold Sores. Cos she said her doctor said that cold sore developes by kissing, sharing of utensils, food & drinks. So, yeah. Which one do you all think it is :)

Going to do maths after Chinese. I'm sucha hardworking girl. There's school tomorrow! Will be able to see The Pretty Girl. Am very excited, tsk. Wish me luck that she doesn't abuse me. Kidding. Anyway, do any of you like my new template? Emeline's credits. Its pretty, ain't it? The song at the column by the side are lyrics from Demolition Lovers by My Chemical Romance. Its a good song. Oh, go listen to Class 95 too! Their love songs can make you tear. Goodness.

Anyway, off to sleep soon, i hope. Theres school for me tomorrow. Unlike some people. (Points to Emeline & Julia) TSK. I'm damn jealous.

And btw, go listen to This Is The New Shit by Marilyn Manson. I think the song's cool.

Bable bable, bitch bitch.
Rable rable, party party,
Sex, sex, sex. Don't forget the violence. ;)

I love Emeline & I think Eve is too pretty for words.
G'night readers.
Friday, July 15, 2005
2:23 PM

Blog blog blog! This is gonna be a long post =D Update on the one whole week? I reckon that this is the most shit week of my whole Sec Two year. Last Friday, i had a fever running up to 40.2 degrees. I thought i was going to die. Okay, obviously i recovered. Nuff said. Got my father worrying like there wasn't a Saturday.

On Sunday, i wore a girly tee and pants, heels, carried a handbag to church. Mum was on cloud nine. I told my father that it was because of my super high fever that made me wear that outfit. So blame that fever for making me go mad.

MONDAY AH MONDAY. I was late for school ( not quite ) but on the dot! Took a cab to school. When i reached school, i was in a cheery mood, CHEERY. Cause i wasn't that late. I then happily walked over this drain that wasn't supported very carefully, so my left feet sinked into the drain, and my knee fell onto the ground. Not flat ground please, the ROAD TYPE OF GROUND. I never saw so much blood before. EVERYONE TURNED BACK AND STARED. I heard laughters okay! Stupid 3c2. Delia helped. The first aiders of my class helped. Mr Yeo bandaged my wound. Wrong move i tell you. Hahaha.

And so, i walked to the hall, limping. I am still limping by the way.

Tuesday was the terror day. Loads of people didn't come to school. Five? Four from my clique please. Almost everyone said Ruiyi and i spreaded the germs to them :( Was also the PhyChem test day. It went alright for me. My answers were so tyco. You see, at first, i couldn't do my Physics component, the whole open ended part, and i was quite tired SO I SLEPT. When i woke up, i could remember all the answers to the questions la! Hahaha, you should try it too! Lol.

I don't know what happened on Wednesday.

Thursday! Had Lit test, shouldn't even have studied for it la. It was passage based. Went okay for me. I want to get 19 and above. It's upon 25. My expectation isn't high. It's the competition in class that makes me have such expectation. Mrs Stubbins was nice to give us extra 5 minutes. It really helped! Father fetched me after school and i went to the doctors. He left. Doctor said my wound was infected. Everyone stared at my bloody wound in the clinic and gave me a disgusted look -_- Bus home. Stupid bus driver. He closed the door on my bag! Hello. I can't walk properly and you close the door so fast. He said sorry. Okay, maybe he didn't see it. This girl boarded the bus, i thought i knew her so i stared for a while, she stared back for a while too. Then after a few seconds, i realised i didn't know her, so i looked away and smirked. (?!) Madness.

Today! I didn't go to school. I DID NOT PON SCHOOL. I could not walk when i woke up today. As i said, it's swollen and infected so yeah. Mum gave me the green light to not go to school. I shouldn't have stayed up to do the compo. I wanna re do it anyway. Wasn't awake when i was writing it. I miss school. Home is so boring, trust me. Even the internet is.

There's TPBC tomorrow =D my leg should be well enough to walk i guess. Those kids better not go and touch it. This entry is not quite too long lehz. I like My Chemical Romance's Helena. Call me slow. But they're quite scary. The MTV that is. Makes my hair stand.

I wanna thank some people. Priscilla and Charlene plus Rui Special! For four days, they have been enduring my screams, squeezes, KICKING, awful singing. They clean my wound everyday please. And it's damn pain, my screams wake up every single sick person in the sick bay. Sorry! To not think about the pain, i have to sing. Credits go to Ruiyi for this cause she sings with me =D Enduring the pain is worse than giving birth. The stupid gauze sticks to my skin and they have to peel it off, WITH MY SKIN. Ugh, a big big thank you to the three of you! LOVE LOVE LOVE! My lifesavers and wound maintainers*

I like Backstreet Boys alot. Their songs that is. Im so bored i went to download all their songs. Nsync also. HAHAHA. ALL THE BOYBANDS. If you're wondering why no Westlife, that's cause i have most of their songs already.